Parents: I promise, to 100%, that you can bring your rats to the boarding school. Me: :stars: Few days later. Parents: You can't bring your rats to the boarding school! Me: :badday::bash::no::nerves:utcold: Few days later. Parents: You can get your own dog at the boarding school! Me: :stars: Two days later. Parents: No, you can't get a dog at the boarding school, you can't take care of a dog. You are too bad. Me: *suicidal* In two months, I have to move to a boarding school for autistic people. If I refuse to, they will grab me and force me to go. I'm not very strong. Every day, I cry heavily. I close my eyes slowly and pretend to die, just to feel the peace. I try to choke myself every day, and I hit myself as hard as I can. My mum has hidden my medicine so that I can't overdose. I cry, cry and cry. I feel that I have to take my own life. I have suffered for ages, and the pain won't quit.