He's a really nice guy, gentle at heart and understands the difference between my needs and wants. He's not pushy or over possessive. We share the same interests and likes. He loves to cook (something I love since I could burn the kitchen down with a mere egg). He also has no problems with me having a male best friend. We started out as friends back in high school and now that we're both in college he started to court me. He is also patient. He agreed in waiting for five years, that I need to study first and graduate. For me he was the right one. I don't have ideals or the perfect guy though I day dream sometimes. I haven't felt the 'like' or 'love' yet but I knew I love being in his company. The problem is my family. They're quite judgmental and their problem lies in his physical appearance. They're complaining that he's fat and dark skinned. My grandparents just teased me for having bad eyesight since I wear glasses due to my astigmatism in my right eye. They think that I'm too beautiful for him (honestly, I have no idea where that came from). I hate being judged. I can't do anything in front of anybody. I have a problem with people criticizing me in every single thing that I do. This came from my social anxiety. If I was paranoid that people were criticizing me when I'm outside when they're actually not, now I'm just downright terrified to being seen near him knowing what my own family say to me, right in front of my face then laugh as if it was some kind of cruel joke. It made me want to make him stop but I felt bad for him. He's been trying to slim down. He's giving effort. I don't want to tell him to stop because the both of us are being judged heavily by my own family especially him. I don't know what to do. He's a rare gem but I have mixed feelings and confused thoughts of keeping him in the dark and act as if everything is going fine or enlighten him in what is going on and let him go. I don't know where to get help anymore.