I feel hated.. I feel as though I only bother people.. I feel like I always have to prove myself.. I feel like I've always been seen as a liar.. Is the way I view reality so fucked up..? So unbelievable..? I don't even understand myself.. at all.. I have all different shit happen.. pains, memories, whatever.. fuck with me and it's all real to me.. And then it fades... And nothing seemed like it ever happened.. framing me.. I frame myself.. Why am I so fucked up..? :cry: I feel so alone.. Am I just too sensitive..? What is the point in telling people what is really going on with me, when next week it may all "magically" fade away... I hate my brain.. I hate how I feel so alone.. I hate how I feel as though the world hates me.. I hate how every time I get stressed some real fucked up shit happens to me.. I hate these cycles of problems.. I feel so damn fucked up.. What the hell is wrong with me..? Am I really lying because I don't see reality correctly? Or is this shit really happening, just only I can see and feel it.. Am I thinking way too much about it..? Guess it may not matter to anyone else..