So where do i start? I'm feeling so depressed and unwanted. I feel like my family and husband could care less if i was here or not. All my husband worries about is his drug habit.He's told me before leave if ya want, i won't stop ya. Theres not much left between us anymore. My father's a drunk who couldn't even come home from the bar on Father's day. My family only calls when they want something from me. I want to leave my husband but its hard plus i'm not working but looking for a job. Its hard to leave and hard to stay. I've put up with so much crap ending my life just seems easier. Maybe then they would care when i'm not here to get used. :sad: I'm crying at least once a week or more. I just want life to be halk way normal again..