Why do I love AND hate being alone?! Why do I fucking HATE the world right now?! Why can't the damn apartment management make the fucking decision to evict us all!! It's not fucking SAFE here!! Why am I so fucking upset today!! I want to just hit something!! I want to tell the world to FUCK OFF!! I'm tired of all the SHIT!! I want to just MOVE ON!! The world is getting SHITIER EVERY FUCKING DAY!! I go for a fucking walk and all I can think about is how I used to make games! How I USED to have that SPARK!! WHY CAN'T I FIND THAT MOTIVATION ANYMORE!!?? WHY HAVE I CHANGED?! I CAN STAND SITTING HERE ANYMORE!! I WANT TO DO SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE!! BUT THIS FUCKING WORLD IS SHIT AND DON'T GIVE A DAMN!! I WANT TO CHANGE THE FUCKING GOD DAMN WORLD!! WHAT IS THE POINT IN LIFE AS AN ADULT?! WHAT POINT IS THERE WHEN U ARE EITHER WORKING ALL DAY OR SITTING AT HOME USELESS?! AND HARDLY ANYONE LIKES THEIR JOB!! YOU GET WHATEVER FUCKING JOB U CAN FIND NOW!! THE WORLD IS FALLING APART!!! I want to get the FUCK outa this place and stop sitting here USELESS!! I DON'T WANT TO SIT HERE FOREVER!! UGH!!!! WHY AM I SO GOD DAMN ANGRY??!!!