my sister is mad at me because i'm depressed. she doesn't understand why i can't be happy. my parents want me to go to some sort of a therapist or something if i'm going to stay on medication and i don't know what to do.... i don't know if i really want to go see a therapist. almost all of the counselors i've had before i've had really bad relationships with. all in all i just hate my life... i wish that i could be normal, but i know that there's no way that i will be.