i know my life isnt as bad as other people out there in the world and i know i shouldnt be taking my life for granted but i just dont know how to feel happy any more am a sick of the constent arguing with my parents, being told am not good enough that am never going to successed in my job (the only thing good in my life acting) and that am ugly and fat by my brother. constently feeling like am alone and like am a bitch is bringing me down. i dont feel like i have any one to talk to. i just feel numb the only thing i can feel is pain, am sick of hiding my scars because am unhappy i just want meaning to my life.