Hate

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by MoAnamCara, Feb 17, 2013.

  1. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    It's a harsh, harsh word. But I hate who I am. Who I've become. What I've done and what I didn't do. I hate my idiotic mind. Not having more time with my One. Having to try and do this alone. Hate knowing there will never be another true love. Hate looking at a future that I feel so unsure about. That I've put myself in a financial hole. Hate knowing I've screwed myself yet again. But it was my plan, I thought however something else would be sorted by now, but it's not. I hate being the family peacemaker and foolishly consider their wants before mine. I hate what some people did to me and what I've done to myself. I hate the selfishness that exists. And mostly I hate being this stupid, stupid and pathetic individual.
     
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Just know that people really care about you and do not consider you any of what you have written
     
  3. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    I think you'd b surprised.