Hey everyone, i just feel like such a loner all teh time and that the people i hang out with just like dont like me and hang out with me because i just tag along, and that some people are just talking to me because of pity, and i have an absolutely horrible self esteem. Like people put me down and i agree with them and then i start thinking that maybe its actually true that they actually think like that of me and that im this person that no one can like and that will be lonely for hte rest of my life with no one to love. and i talk to people and they talk about their relationship problems and i kind of envy them. Even sometimes have thoughts about suicide because i just feel so dang lonely sitting here in my house every single night on the computer and it feels like everyone has a better life then me. Thanks for letting me let it out.