I am a 18 year old male virgin who has never had a girlfriend. I just think about what could be going on in my life. I have like 20 contacts in my phone and 90% of these contacts I have completely forgot about. I have social anxiety and all I do is listen to joy division and the smiths all the time. I'll occasionally watch a movie or tv show. Pretty everything I do is isolating. It has recently become harder to enjoy anything including isolating activities. I live a small town in the south with nothing going on. This makes it harder when I am a vegetarian, agnostic, and don't do any alcohol or drugs. I NEED HELP.