I really want to kill someone. I'm so fucking angry. No, that's not the way to explain it, I'm so full of hate, I can believe how much hatred that I can hold in it's unbelievable. Everyone around me seems to just see me as timid, and perhaps unable to hurt anyone, in my current state that is. Seeing as I'm rather depressed and I just want to get rid of it, I just want to end it. But, hey all this hate keeps me here, and in return all I do is lock it away and let it build up. Perhaps one should release the hate slowly, but that would be boring, not fun. Releasing the lot of it all in one go, that WOULD be fun. In fact, it would extremely fun. Just to see the faces of everyone who thinks of me as a weaker being, a being unable to harm anyone but themselves. It would be so pleasing to see the fear in their eyes, to see people scared of my true emotions deep down inside of me. But, I know none of that is me speaking. I wouldn't hurt anyone, unless I was directly threatened with violence. I have to get rid of this hate. But the only way I want to, is by hurting others. Gah, I think a good head smashing of my wall shall do for now.