Im talking about depression and the pain. Have any of you guys ever felt like it have its own life and deesires? Sometimes i just think like there is something inside me, like a demon or something if i think about it i can even tell that he looks like a black, shiney, sphere inside my boddy You guys probbly think i lost it... Anyways sometimes i feel like this sphere is like, sleeping, in such times i feel like my body is very heavy and it is difficult for me to do anything mostly i just sleep. But sometimes it takes a total control of my thoughts, i feel this extrime pain all over my boddy, its not like phisical pain, it hard to explain really but the pain feels diffrent from phisical. My thoughts are rushing in circles in my head, i can only think about death i can feel something like if my boddy is dead from inside I must say, sometimes this pain is so unbelivble strong that i cant feel phisical pain almsot at all.