I have been to several psych hospitals for trauma-eating- and other addictions. I have traveled all over the USA to hospitals!!! Fear of everything has come back and need out. I have a proffessional job and only a hand full of people know where I am in all this ugliness. I have been going to therapy for 4 years 2 time a week. I read on here how therapy is a waste of their time. I am not sure??? I am out of control but fool myself that I have choices. Not sure wjere my path will end. Cutting-starving-burning-addictions seem to be the way I am leaning. I CAN'T KEEP THIS UP! HELP!