So lately I have been feeling like there is nothing left for me to do in this life. I am 19 and haven't accomplished anything yet. Almost all of my family is dead, which opposite of what usually happens, has made the rest of us broke... and the ones that are alive are idiots that I do not like. I'm in college for computer programming but it just doesn't feel right, like I'm wasting my time and money. I have no job because the city I live in, you have to know somebody to work anywhere. I can't get a girlfriend because I don't have a job, a licence or anything. It's not because I haven't tried, because I had my share of popularity and had many chances but to no avail. The one thing I do have is lots of friends, but the popular ones only come around when they have nothing to do and will blow you off for a party or some shit. The not so popular ones are always around but all they wanna do is get high or drunk and try to be cool in hopes that they get accepted into popularity. After college, I can't see what I will be doing. Nothing makes sense when I try to make a plan. Can anyone give me some advice on what I should even start to do?