this is my first post here and im sorry that im no use to anyone in this state.
i have a history of mental illness and due to physical illness i havent been working since Jan
i have had to move back in with my parents
recently they have said they dont believe im ill at all and that im lying
im so confused
i had a job interview last friday and found out today i didnt get the job
i would have loved the job but thats not really it
my mother just yelled
complained it wasnt a teaching job anyway
i cant teach so she'll never be happy
i just want to leave and be alone
im old enough for it not to be running away
i just want to leave and have the time and space to destroy myself
i cant be around like this
i need to die
i have a history of mental illness and due to physical illness i havent been working since Jan
i have had to move back in with my parents
recently they have said they dont believe im ill at all and that im lying
im so confused
i had a job interview last friday and found out today i didnt get the job
i would have loved the job but thats not really it
my mother just yelled
complained it wasnt a teaching job anyway
i cant teach so she'll never be happy
i just want to leave and be alone
im old enough for it not to be running away
i just want to leave and have the time and space to destroy myself
i cant be around like this
i need to die