I've been really down and upset the past couple days. A lot of stuff going on. Although I won't go in to too much detail, I screwed up really bad. As in, a screw up that will affect the rest of my life. That's all about that.. I've just been down and have been crying a lot recently. Like, I'll be driving and then just start crying- it's weird. Don't worry, though- I'm too lazy to commit suicide. It would take way too much effort which I just don't have right now. My migraines and headaches have been getting worse and the new med my doc put me on is making me sick. I don't know what to do- I am so sick and tired of these headaches. I just want to sleep but I can't. I can never fall asleep. Blah.