Haven't Been Okay....

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by brknsilence, Dec 22, 2015.

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  1. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Lately, I been feeling so out of control. I haven't been getting on track with anything. I'm exhausted, sick, drained, frustrated, depressed, been crying, and everything. At times, I been getting urges to just give in and hoping I don't wake up. Why is life so hard? Does any of this gets better? I'm so tired. I almost passed out twice these past couple of days because I been feeling so overwhelmed with awful emotionals. My brain can't do this anymore..I'm not even sure my body can either. So tired of being this way...
     
  2. Nobodydifferent

    Nobodydifferent Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry your feeling this way .. Are your seeing a therapist ? Or have you talked to anyone about how your feeling ?
     
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  3. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    I don't have anyone right now. I still need one.
     
  4. Nobodydifferent

    Nobodydifferent Well-Known Member

    Well this is a good place to at least get your feelings out and not be judged
     
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  5. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    I'm waiting for my husband to be off so I can get the evaluation done. But scared I'll get admitted
     
  6. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Don't be scared hun, I know an evaluation might make you nervous but it's the best thing to do. I am sorry you are feeling this way especially around christmas. I really feel for you, SF is here for you.
     
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  7. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Thanks for being there. I'm still struggling.
     
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