I'm in some legal trouble with a speeding ticket and I reached out to my best friend for some advice. She snapped on me and told me im being dramatic and a victim. All I did was explain the situation. I told her im tired of feeling like she doesn't support me. We've been friends for 20 years and I've never felt like I could talk to her about major issues. She's always pushed me aside and made me feel less than. This has been building up in the past couple months and we've decide to end our friendship. I feel like shit. I have no friends now. I have no support. This definitely feeds into my suicidal thoughts. Im potentially going jail and my only friend now hates me. Im going to lose everything so why can't it be on my own terms.