Hello, I have been lurking on here for the past several months. I have yet to formally introduce myself. I am an Iraq veteran diagnosed with PTSD and major depressive disorder. I tried to commit suicide once. It was not planned but on impulse. Obviously and unfortunately, it did not work. I am having an extremely difficult time today because this is my family's first Father's Day without Dad. I am grateful that at least I got to see him, after my Iraq tours, before he passed away. He passed away a year and almost four months ago. Yet, I think about him everyday. I hope that some of you, if not all, are doing at least somewhat better than I am. I wish everyone of the best of everything. Thank you for reading this.