im 16 and have been battling depression and self harm for too long. i've been thinking about suicide all weekend, when i was at the footy, with my boyfriend, while shopping in the city... the whole time. i've covered up my feelings pretty well these past few days. after everything thats happened lately i dont want to put any more stress on my mum. i've just moved back to my old school, a private girls school. now that im a day girl there and not a boarder, im finding it hard to fit in. i feel inadequate, almost sometimes like i shouldnt be there. i've got social anxiety, and am constantly worrying about whether others are looking or talking or thinking about me. im sick of talking to a psych, and she's like the 7th one i've seen. i thought prozac was making a difference but maybe its not. i so badly want to die but couldnt bear the pain i would inflict on my family and people i know if and when i did die. i feel so so depressed and alone deep inside. im always tired even though i sleep all night for a good 8 or 9 hours. i havent cut for a couple weeks, and i so badly want to do it, hoping that might relieve some of the pain i have right now.