Yesterday I was completely freaking out. I am taking steroids on and off and I think they are messing with my mind & body. As of today I am off them for now. I'm finding myself unable to cope even with really high doses (prescribed of course) of valium,lyrica,zyprexa, lexapro, sertraline. Finding I can't control my anxiety and I am having stomach issues (I won't say what, tmi lol). Yesterday all I wanted to do was die but that's not the usual me. Steroids are either hit or miss and in this case miss, when I was on the last dose weeks ago they worked amazingly. I just need to find something to help me. I cannot go on feeling this bad. And now I'm even feeling bad for writing this here.