Been having suicidal thoughts. I stay in a boarding home and it's hell. This lady is so abusive. She said I have to go everywhere she goes from now on because I'm sneaky and she said I should be tired of being sneaky. I don't know how I will be able to go to the store to get my food and all, much less go to my Weight Watchers groups or do my 5ks. I am tired of being miserable.