Hi guys, I'm 19 and I've struggled with depression, bulimia and self harm since I was 15. I attempted suicide almost a year ago by taking 30 pills that I found in house. I still believe that my life doesn't make sense and that I'm worthless and incapable of appreciating the beautiful things around me. I hate myself so bad that I can't look in the mirror even though other people say I'm pretty. I've written many suicide notes but everytime I think of my parents I feel guilty because If I died I'd make them suffer. I'm fed up with this life and tired of being here. i hope to find support and to share my feelings with u.