its over before it even started. He has won it all and then somethings i wasnt even expecting. i cant stop shaking, i can hardly breath and i have nothing. and yet he still demands more and he is getting it. that was the final straw. there is absolutely nothing left. i cant stay alive and face him anymore. He wins and he's laughing all the way to my grave. thanks to all you that supported me through this and i'm so sorry .