I think this is my first post on here. I usually feel my problems are too insignificant to bother mentioning. But now i just need to vent, long story short, I told a really close guy friend after he kept asking what was wrong with me for at least 2 hours that i was feeling suicidal.. Before this he had kept promising that no matter what it was, he wouldnt leave me or ignore me or stop talking to me and i wouldnt lose him.. After i told him, i was told to delete his number and block and delete his msn. And that he is changing his number as soon as possible this week. He said he cares but just doesnt want to be there for me.. I dont know what to do.. I havent deleted his number but i told him i did. Urghhhh.. So he wants nothing to do with me. and he was just about the one good thing left in my life..