he was amazing

Discussion in 'Grief and Bereavement' started by gothchik, Jan 31, 2008.

  1. gothchik

    gothchik New Member

    he used to play the guitar
    and was so affectionate at home
    he was quiet and funny
    he wore all black
    we used to play and be creative
    we would make up songs
    and play piano
    i would tease him
    but he knew i loved him
    he talked to me more than anyone else
    but i couldn't stop him
    i knew something was wrong
    when i came home
    and he didn't hug me
    i asked him if he was thinking dark thoughts
    something was wrong
    he wouldn't tell

    took the flight back
    and a couple months passed
    my parents came through the doors
    i have never seen that look before
    cold stone rejection
    they told me
    and the room shifted
    nothing would ever be the same
    a weight pressed down
    train couldn't stop
    the last minutes of his life
    going over and over and over
    his whisper is still there
    i miss him
    my silent one
    i am next
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  2. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    It sounds like he truly was. Sorry for your loss.
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    im sorry for your loss :hug:
  4. metalhead123

    metalhead123 Guest

    thats Fuck*n sad BIG *HUGS*
  5. butterfly12274

    butterfly12274 Well-Known Member

    *snif* sorry *snif* :hug:
  6. danni

    danni Chat Buddy

    i'm sorry for your lost hun :hug: