When I was in fifth grade my cousin molested me. He was staying the night at my house. We slept down stairs on the couches and before we went to sleep we were on the same couch talking. He's older than me by six years but he's the closet to my age so naturally he was my favorite cousin. WAS. He put his fingers between my legs. He told me not to wake my parents, he was right, they'd be mad. He shushed me. "Be quiet," he kept saying. I should have fucking screamed... I never told anyone. I never told my parents. You are the first to know.