Hi - 1st post so be gentle?? So I'm 34. my missus has decided she doesn't like me anymore & is shacking up with a sleaze (she can't see it, but everyone else can!!). She's taken my son but we have a mortgage together. However, she's lost her job so can't contribute to the mortgage, but as it's in both our names, I get shafted!! I love her to death, but she doesn't want me!! She's the only family I have, I have no friends in town & am quite frankly looking to top myself!! Have tried pills (got my stomach pumped), have tried cutting my wrists (burnt my arms many a time) and nowt seems to help/ work... We're in debt, have no money, but if I go then my son gets £60k which will put him in good stead (he doesn't like me because me & the x shout, but he's 4 so he's forgiven!! lol) Any suggestions??