Hi guys.. im from a average family but however thus im making lots money i become a fast money user. Most of the time i get broke because of gamble. Im writing this because i feel that im totally no cure. Why i say that? I earned my 1st 10k usd (im not from US actually) when i was only 21. The highest earned for a month approx 80k usd. Average monthly income 30k usd. For most of time, I enjoyed my life fully however it doesnt ever spent me more than 1.5k usd included my mid average car loan,double storey house loan, insurance etc . I dont know why, i love to gamble. However im not greedy, everytime i won100 usd - 300 usd i stopped. I never ever think that today, im 25. With nothing ever. I quit my job a year ago planning that im going to do my own business. I invest some of my money doing some product for sale. My business quite well. i earned around 2-3k usd per month with simple job by doing on9 and open a shop. I though that, its a well done life i ever have where im boss myself. I no longer have to face my black faces of my boss. But nightmare comes, One day, because of im a heavy gambler.. I cant control myself to keep playing. I cant stop unless i win back. I lost my 1st 10k usd in 1st 2 hours. Not enough for that another 10k in a month later on. I suddenly having some financial problem. Borrow from bank , then crisis past.. I swear for quitting gamble but useless. Stop for few months then when my life getting better im going gamble again. I have my loving girlfriend. However im scare to tell her that im lost. She know im broke for the first time but she give alot support for me. Chances too much but i keep step back to my bad habit. A month ago.. I had to let go house and stay with my family. My shop closed down. With some of money, not more than 5k usd left i decided to work as a waiter where earning not more than 500usd a month. I dunno how. But yesterday im totally out of my mind.. Im lost all of my money and left nothing. I won at 1st but i couldnt believe that because of im greedy more abit , i left with my everything gone. Im planning to suicide but im think of my family and my love one. Im so scare but i have nothing that i can do.