heavy heavy heart

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by closertolove, Feb 8, 2010.

  1. closertolove

    closertolove Well-Known Member

    there are so many things that are just weighing heavy on my heart that i can't lift off, and i just want to know how... why cant i figure that out
  2. jnine

    jnine Well-Known Member

    i don't know either closertolove, but i will think light and strong thoughts towards you
  3. Anni

    Anni Well-Known Member

    *hug* hope you get it all worked out...
  4. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hope you're alright kath :hug:
  5. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Is there anything we can do>?? Talk to us so we better understand what is weighing on you so much..
  6. closertolove

    closertolove Well-Known Member

    missing jkh (RIP)
    missing j in china
    pulling the most selfish move in my life today, and hearing people talk about how bitchy/selfish it is
    trying to live day to day instead of distraction to distraction
    missing being happy
    wondering if god can forgive me for the selfish move im making
    wondering if i can forgive myself for the selfish move im making
    wondering if the selfish move makes me a bad person

    just wondering a lot of things, none of them light
  7. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Just do what makes you happier TAking care of you is not selfish it is what is necessary to help one survive this life Just do what is in your heart you can't go wrong take care of you okay
  8. closertolove

    closertolove Well-Known Member

    yeah but the only thing i want right now is a solid 12,000 or so miles away

    i miss him a lot
    that's what's weighing me down the most