Heavy on my mind...

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by st_91, May 16, 2012.

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  1. st_91

    st_91 Active Member

    I just feel like giving up with everything right now. It doesn't seem to get any easier.
    I have all these plans to do thing and one by one they're all going wrong.
    I'm over thinking, freaking myself out.

    I just don't see any other option right now.

    I have no-one to turn too.
    I don't really have any friends any more, I argue with my family and I hate my therapist (feel like she's judging me)

    Had enough of all of this, it's been 10 years of this and it just gets worse and worse.
    I need to feel something else...
    I need this to be over...
  2. pickwithaustin

    pickwithaustin Staff Alumni

    Stop over thinking. Having plans is a good thing though. How do things go wrong? Perhaps re-evaluate your plans. You may need to shift paradigms. There is always an option to death - even animals fight to their last breathe to survive. Switch therapists or reconsider that perhaps she is not judging you. Sometimes we judge ourselves and then feel like others are doing it to us when they're just evaluating facts. How about finding something such as volunteer work, or a pet, to help occupy not just time... but to help give purpose and drive plans and goals as well?
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