I'm more drunk then I ever believe I've been, which is the reason I'm most likely lacking any sense of grammer right now... I've taken so many pain killers, I'm cutting like never before... I have my phone in my hand, and still I can't call for help... I'm Norwegian, we don't have the same kind of help larger countris like the US and the UK have... I don't know what to do... I want to die, but... I don't know... I don't want to die like this! Drubk and alone.. But there is no one to call, exept 113 (Norwegian 911) but I don't want to call them, what if someone really needs their help? I'm so confused, need someone to talk to!