Can't wait to lose it. All that empowerment. This is a very lonely life for me and thee and all you need is one ping or a spark and bam. A beautiful firework encapsulated in a rainbow. I could tell you something now and it would do you no favours. If it's the truth or not is beyond me but damn it still plays. Still, I doubt you deserve to know it yet, in a good way not a bad. Ever felt like cutting all the ties? It can be such a liberating experience and so painful. A bit like putting your hand in a fire and having a good old giggle about it. Some things will never change and some things will never die. I'm proving a point to myself that I am one of them, reluctantly.