I've been putting my intro off, but I'll give it a try. This forum has alreadybeen verry helpful to me. There is something about talking to other people who share the same illness that is really bonding. I struggle with suicidal thoughts, have been hospitalized for 8 days ( for anyone curious about what a mental hospital is like just ask) previously for it, I occasionally hallucinate at night. I hear music that isn't there. I'm convinced I have bipolar of some kind, but no one diagnoses me with it so that's frustrating cause I wanna fix it. Any who, I'm glad to have found ya'll.