Hey people... I'm new here copy and paste intro from mental help: At the moment, I am 17 years old, I'm now currently a junior in high school, I've lived with childhood abuse, I see things things that nobody else sees, as well as hear things that people don't hear. I constantly hear another voice in my head, I have talked to other people about it and they don't hear any such thing. I am losing control, I keep getting angrier and angrier, I keep withdrawing myself from social contact. I am hearing more voices more often, the urge to make people suffer more often. I keep fantasizing about how I'll kill my mother and take my revenge, it's disgusting, I can't help it, I just keep hearing it. I want to hurt people at my school, I truly don't know I'm going to last. I've gone to the extent of having a stockpile of knives right by me in my room, and always sleeping with a knife in my hands, without out it, I just feel real afraid that some one will break in, having my door with a broken lock really doesn't help me feel any safer. I always have an urge please need moral support.