Im feeling like rock bottom at tho moment im 31 and feel like i have tryed and failed at everything i can , i feel as tho ive lost everything , I currenty have no job have lost all the money i had on bad investments ive got several cars /motorbikes that need sorting out dotted around different ppls houses alot of stuff like new tv laptop record collection is all still at my ex's i just cant pick it up or see the point even , ive recently been left by my girlfreind (basically for someone else we barley i know and shes just lied to me soo much about it.) who ive lived with for the last few years, it was her place so ive had to come and stay at my parents now, i prevoiusly sold my house and lost all the money. Ive been into harddance drugs party scene for ages now i cant bare to go out anymore with her being there as its just too much i feel like shes taken all i had left and just destroyed me when i needed her most. there is no more try in me. anything i do now is just more of a mess if i go out get drunk im just ridiculas or try socalising with I have no will to go on now. ive stopped talking to ppl as theres not much to say about it anymore. nothing ppl im just depressing and damaging my freindships with them, I really dont feel like theres anything left for me to do im not really sure why im posting on here or to what end, its really helping me to pass time atm so thats nice. I feel like i should apologise or put sorry at the end i see alot off posts here with that on. I think i feel sorry because i feel like i should be coping and im somehow letting everyone in the entire human race down by not being able too. like some ppl say you just get on with it dont you? cause you have too, well no there comes a time when you cant 'get on with it' as there doesnt appear to be anything to 'get on' with or point to it.