Hi all!
I’m a 24 years old boy, my name is Mirko and I’m from eastern Europe, so sorry if my english is sometimes not so good
I don’t know what to write, I don’t really know what I’m doing here :P
I made a suicide attempt a year ago, I was serious about that, it was unsuccessful because of some technical issues :P In the last year, I was just „existing”. I was under psychiatric treatment, but we just talked over and over about stupid things in my life… I don’t think it helped at all (partly, because I couldn’t be honest with her…). And now I’m seriously thinking about suicide again.
I don’t really know what’s the problem with me, I don’t have family issues, I don’t have financial problems, I don’t have problems with girls (except that I don’t have the willpower to maintain a relationship), I have close friends etc. so I don’t have serious issues, just I feel myself very confused, I cannot cope with the world, I cannot find my place, who I am, this whole world is just too strange to me! I didn’t want to born here
And this makes me impossible to achieve anything since a looooong time ago.
Okay enough of me I just wanted to say hi you all
It’s great to tell people these things who know what I’m speaking about, and they don’t look at me like I am mad/stupid.
Btw how can I make a custom avatar? I can only see in User CP the „do not use an avatar” and „pre-defined avatars” options.
I’m a 24 years old boy, my name is Mirko and I’m from eastern Europe, so sorry if my english is sometimes not so good
I don’t know what to write, I don’t really know what I’m doing here :P
I made a suicide attempt a year ago, I was serious about that, it was unsuccessful because of some technical issues :P In the last year, I was just „existing”. I was under psychiatric treatment, but we just talked over and over about stupid things in my life… I don’t think it helped at all (partly, because I couldn’t be honest with her…). And now I’m seriously thinking about suicide again.
I don’t really know what’s the problem with me, I don’t have family issues, I don’t have financial problems, I don’t have problems with girls (except that I don’t have the willpower to maintain a relationship), I have close friends etc. so I don’t have serious issues, just I feel myself very confused, I cannot cope with the world, I cannot find my place, who I am, this whole world is just too strange to me! I didn’t want to born here
And this makes me impossible to achieve anything since a looooong time ago.Okay enough of me I just wanted to say hi you all
It’s great to tell people these things who know what I’m speaking about, and they don’t look at me like I am mad/stupid.Btw how can I make a custom avatar? I can only see in User CP the „do not use an avatar” and „pre-defined avatars” options.
