Since I have been viewing several forums like this lately, I am not sure if it was on this one that I read a post that put some sense into my head. The post was addressed to someone else, but the message made me think. I really can't take my life. Not with the pain it would cause my loved ones. I have to stay alive, even though it's painful for me right now. Thank you whoever explained in the post the effects it can have. It's so hard to step out of ourselves in a depression.