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Hello and sorry

Discussion in 'Welcome' started by Col, Jan 21, 2015.

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  1. Col

    Col New Member

    I have so much to lve for. A wife and four children. But I can't lve with myself. I look in the mirror and the utter loathing I feel is unbearable. My medicine appears to be alcohol and too much of it. I don;t drink to get silly, just to feel peace and calm within myself. It's not right and it's utterly selfish behaviour. I can't get beyond feeling everyone would be better off without me here. Please help me, I can't go on hurting the ones closet to me, they deserve better
  2. scaryforest

    scaryforest Banned Member

    hi and welcome.
    what other escapes to make self feel at peace have you had or thought of?
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hi Col, welcome to the forums.

    While you feel the alcohol is helping, it is only a temporary fix, you need to get to the root of what is causing you to drink so much and work from there!

    Anyway, feel free to share what you like here. Again, welcome :)
  4. hesterpryn

    hesterpryn Member

    Col, I feel you. I'm feeling the same way, and don't know what to do...alienating everyone and now just have my bottle and a dog. You do have so much to live for.
  5. DrownedFishOnFire

    DrownedFishOnFire Seeing is Believing Forum Pro SF Supporter

    Welcome aboard
  6. Unknown_111

    Unknown_111 Forum Buddy Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Welcome to the.forum. You.are not suffering on your own. Please be safe.as we understand your pain. Keep strong and keep posting as we can help you.
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