Hey.... I'm 20 years old and female. In short: my life sucks and I cant see the meaning of it. Being social phobic I dont have _any_ friends. Moreover, I dont have any prospects for the future. I'm ugly, very fat and dont have any talents or interests. I am currently studying at college (where there is no person I am familiar with), but I want to drop out, because I hate the environment and I am not interested in my courses any more. But then I dont know what I should do else. As I said I really dont have any special talents or the will to work for anything. I just dont care anymore. I really dont care about anything. There is really nothing here I want to live for. Lately I'm only thinking that we all have to die anyway -sooner or later - so I just cant see the point of living... Maybe I'll find some help here. I'm sorry.