Hello there everyone. This is my first post here, so I'll just introduce myself. My name is Kevin, and I'm having suicidal thoughts. I'm 35, I was diagnosed with bipolar manic depression when I was a teenager and was on Prozac for a few years. I'm pretty much an introvert, and over the years my small group of close friends have all moved on. Recently my girlfriend left me, my best friend and I lost our house and he disappeared, and I lost my job of 10 years. I'm a college dropout and I'm having trouble finding work. I miss my ex-girlfriend terribly. I've been taking Wellbutrin for about three weeks now and over the past few days my thoughts and emotional well-being have really taken a turn for the worse. I don't want to harm myself, but I'm having these thoughts all the time now and I'm so lonely and miserable. Anyway, I'm not trying to be a downer. I guess that's why I'm here.