I'm new to this. I constantly think about suicide, the more I think it the more it seems real. I'm a loner, no friends or family really. I'm an outcast, I'm someone that's easily forgotten about. I'm misread, misunderstood. I feel like I don't exist. I had a fucked up childhood. I feel like no genuinely cares anymore, no one sees the sorrow behind a smile, the love behind anger, the reason behind silence. Everyone is just "nice", no one wants to listen or hear you out. No one wants to deal with you or put up with you.. I feel like suicide is my only option which is why I came here, maybe I can get help or make some genuine friends, or maybe help someone else.. anywho I hope you all are enjoying your time and doing ok.