Hello. I understand that posting a thread about committing suicide is selfish of me, but for some reason I want to tell you guys this. Because of a bad situation with my dad I plan on sleeping forever tonight when my dad falls asleep... but I'm scared of the pain that will come with death and I guess talking on here helps with my fear. Because of my dad, I have been crying constantly for the past few hours and I want to end it. My name is Andrew and I'm turning 16 on February 18. As I'm writing this I am crying because the thought of suicide makes me very sad. Whenever I cry my emotional heart hurts and suicidal thoughts enter my head. I decided <edit moderator total eclipse time line> that I will kill myself when my dad falls asleep in the restroom. I'm going to <edit moderator total eclipse method> although I am scared of the pain that might come. I'm sorry for my parents and my family who will be sad. My friends at school... im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry I am very sorry for this, but please remember me... if I don't log in tomorrow I'll have gone through with my plan.