Hi everyone, I guess I'm just going to put it out there and see what happens. I am a new mommy. I just had my baby 4 months ago, I am a stay at home mom. And when I say stay at home, I mean stay at home. The only time I go out is to grocery shop or if I'm going somewhere with my husband (which doesn't happen often). To make a long story short, I found out my husband cheated on me (and was continuing the relationship via phone) about 21 days before I gave birth. So to summarize I have a lot of things going on in my life, that I feel could vary well be the cause of me feeling down, but I feel like you don't see it that way while your feeling it. I have tried talking to many different people about it (mostly family or friends). And everyone says they understand, but I feel like everyone wants you to tell them why you feel that way. And I feel like if I knew why I felt that way, I could solve my own problem...any who I have a lot of thoughts and feelings, but I guess this is a good place to start.