I don't know why I'm doing this. I have never been able to talk about my real feelings to anyone. I only joined because my brother told me to, I hope this is the right forum.....:unsure: I've been depressed and suicidal for a while now. And I don't know why I'm admitting this. Maybe I'm just attention seeking. Maybe I really do need help. But this is getting worse everyday. I wake up and think "this is the day, it's a perfect day to die, look at the sun." I think I'm going crazy. I hope I am. I hope this gets so bad that I can't stand it anymore, because I'm a coward; I don't have the means or courage to end my life. But if it gets worse then maybe something inside of me will snap, break. And I will do it. Sorry for wasting your time. Good day to you all.