Hi, I'm Enceladus, and I'm new here. I just recently found out about this forum. I've suffered from severe depression for about 15 years now (as well as a slew of other mental health issues). I'm heavily medicated for it, but it isn't doing enough anymore. I think about suicide all the time and have attempted it before and ended up in the ER one time and in a mental hospital another. I'm going through some very rough times right now - I recently graduated from college and got a really good job, but I had to move a thousand miles away from my family to an area where I had never been before, and I don't know anyone here. And my girlfriend broke up with me about a month ago, just before I got the job (moving actually made me closer to where she lives...). I post some on various forums, but no one seems to understand or care when I mention my mental health issues. This places seems a lot different. I'm not sure what I'm looking for exactly, but I hope to find it here.