Hello Everyone, I've been suicidal since I was 11 years old. I am not 16, and three failed attempts have passed since then. It seems things are getting worse and worse, and it has developed so that now I think about legitimately committing suicide at LEAST twice a day. I'm a girl obsessed with the thought of death... <mod edit-gentlelady-methods> I have a feeling my parents have been looking through my diary again, and this is what lead me here, as well as a referrence from a book about suicide. I feel like, maybe, just maybe, if I can connect, I can muster enough will to live, and I'll stop drowning in the desire to die.