Hi There, I am new to chat forums, once again it is the wee small hours of the night and I am up researching ways to kill myself. I took a large overdose 2 weeks ago and since then my psychiatrist won't see me, she has referred me to the local clinic, the soonest I can been seen by them is 23 Jan 2012. I am desperate, I have restarted cutting myself in an effort to cope and I just spend most of my time thinking about ways to kill myself. I have been married for 32 years my husband is finding it really hard too. He keeps all my medication under lock and key, luckily he hasn't found my insulin or razor blades. What can a chat forum do to help?