I am not sure how to go about this. I dint want to post on any ones thread untill you know me. I dont know if this will help, I am usually the one who is there for others, I always have good advice for depression. I have been sharing my life with it for most of my life, I manage the best I can, but just now it has gotten away from me, and a bit more than I can take. I am in a bad place in need of discussing it. And well you know, you can not talk about the realities with those around you.