Hello, i am numb. <mod edit>

[M...]

I know I have been away for a long while.
Sorry for that.
But a lot has happened, and I am totally numb . My feelings are all enveloped in darkness.
I am behaving just normal.
I am laughing with my family.
I am very disciplend.
I am self harming.
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Do well at school.
Help out as much as I can.
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I was in this situation a few years back, it resulted in my worst ever attempt.
<mod edit> and let there be light in the world afterwards.

 

[Kira]

I'm so, so sorry that you are hurting
I hope you can get some help in real life before things get worse. Maybe ppl in chat can help distract you a bit too.
Please stay safe... you are very, very important to us and this whole world whether you realise it or not ox

 

[M...]

I'm so, so sorry that you are hurting
I hope you can get some help in real life before things get worse. Maybe ppl in chat can help distract you a bit too.
Please stay safe... you are very, very important to us and this whole world whether you realise it or not ox

I am not hurting, I cant feel anything.
I am unimportant.
People will get over me.
Or won't.
I don't really care anymore.
Let them get over me or suffer over me.
I want this to be gone.
All of it